For many years my mind always blamed the circumstances for my suffering.
Coming to know Pan also meant coming to know that „I“, the mind, is creating exactly these circumstances to maintain its programs and therefore its suffering, giving the daily dose to the painbody...- Now it is time to leave the circumstances behind and take the full responsibility for all what happens in- and outside of me.
Creating the environment for something new to happen Pan gave a new name and a new direction to the former BuddhaHill Commune creation: Novutopia, the unknown land inside of everybody, waiting to be discovered.
It feels like a gate has opened to the world inside, and ongoingly new doors are appearing and opening for going deeper and deeper into this unknown land. Travelling together with friends and tantric lovers on this journey to discover this new space creates more and more a deep love and trust amongst us all, and an immense gratitude arises to all of the friends and especially to Pan. It is a constant journey into the Unknown where everybody is supporting the other, guided by the clarity and love of Pan.
So one thing is clear: the only way to manifest this gratitude, to give something back, is to become a blessing, first to myself, by no more following the black negative mind inside which ongoingly tends to create problems and dramas, and out of this to become a blessing to everyone around, a blessing to the beloved friends, by taking care of their physical and psychological well-being and by always bringing all my energy there where it is needed the most. Widening the perception from the small viewpoint of the „I – me – my“ to an overlook over the whole creation. Being available just to the energy flow and no more trying to influence where it wants to flow to. Giving and receiving at the same time, sharing the best I can find inside with the friends and taking the responsibility to throw out everything else - black mind, programs, conditionings, ideals, judgment, labels,... - to clean the space inside for preparing a new ground. So that Novutopia can become every day a new reality, expanding in caring and sharing, in love and trust, in relaxation and awareness, in meditation and consciousness, in-and outside, creating itself through many human play-forms living together here in this far out creation somewhere on a hill in Germany.
In love and gratitude to Pan
who makes all this possible.
Parvati