
Pan's creation. Pan's wish of the heart that Novutopia is a daily lived reality and not an utopia any more. That sharing of friends from the heart, from a space of Love-Consciousness is a daily happening.
What does it mean, a conscious love? My recent experience in the daily happenings with the friends of the Novutopia tribe is:
I could and can see how much the so called love in the relation-ship is ruled by (the way Pan expresses it):
Childish needs for security or in other words: My Mama is there for me (best only).
Illusionary dreams of a Me and You (the dream couple). The great love.
Possessiveness, a guarantee for MY sexual needs.
Relationship games, mainly by projecting on the other.
A so called love that covers the fear of being alone. In this last period I came to realize that actually everybody is alone, finally all-one.
The realization that everything being put on top of the aloneness is just a great illusion to cover the fact of being alone. What actually means that out of being alone everybody can connect to everybody, if not following any "drawers" the mind artificially creates.
Pan's creation of Novutopia creates the space to experience all this. To have a good look at the so called love. It creates the space to follow the energy of the moment - free from any "drawers" - and to connect spontaneously to the strongest pull of energy. This creates a happening where every mind is triggered by insecurity, never knowing what is next and that way being thrown into an adventurous mysterious existential play where the knees are shaking and the chemistry changes from a pain- into a blissbody.
Where in Pan's presence a space beyond the known is experienced, where tears are rolling out of being deeply touched by the simplicity, beauty, care of a Pan, who puts his whole life energy and heart into this vision. Osho's vision of the New Man, the New Woman being a living reality expanding into the unknown space of Novutopia, which is beyond anything imaginable so far on this planet.
NOVUTOPIA Tribe
The family of your heart
The tribe of your soul
sharing and caring for friends of the heart
Novu- the New - an empty sheet
Where love arises out of patience and understanding.

This morning in our creativity meditation we sang the tribal Red Indian song:
“Kuate leno leno mahote
hayano hayano hayano”.
While singing I felt the heart connection to my friends and lovers of the Novutopia Tribe
and I realized that there is just one wish:
To live the heart in this tribal gathering as an ongoing reality.
Then life will be so fulfilled, that at the moment of dying I will feel just blessed
to have lived such a miraculous, joyful, blissful life, full of life and laughter
and a lot of humor about the hilarious daily appearances and I can say to my friends:
"See you again you bastards. You are the best company one can imagine to live with."
In gratitude to Pan
Venus